The First Quiz

8/27

     Yesterday Mr. Carter gave a quiz to his Honors Geometry classes.   Today he expressed his disappointment with the results.  The quiz had no multiple choice answers.  Seven of the ten questions were short answers and three involved sketching examples.  He was almost baffled at some of the answers and I could see that he tried to retain his frustration in exchange for promoting the idea that student effort needed to improve.  He talked about the definition of bisector – which was a question asked on the quiz.  To drive home his point, he stood in front of the class and read anonymous to the question that asked for a bisector definition.  Some of those answers were

“Points that are far” 

“A line that divides something”

“Multiple points on a line.”

“Two points that make an angle”

It seemed that as he read the answers, his frustration amplified.  He read nearly fifteen answers and only two were correct.  He said that the quiz was so bad that he decided not to grade them.  He returned the quizzes and then assigned the four ROTC students in the class go from group to group and facilitate discussion aimed at comparing  answers and discussing solutions.  No one came to Africa who sat by herself.  I looked at her paper and saw that she had multiple wrong answers.   In her work book she was supposed to write an example of a bisector, but she sketched a right angle.  Yesterday she did not come to class so she did not take the quiz.  Two days ago, Mr. Carter spent a lot of time sitting with her and gave her direct instruction – this seemed as ineffective as any other teaching strategy attempted during that week.  After three minutes, Mr. Carter assigned question two and the students needed to find a conjecture.  They were supposed to share answers and discuss, needless to say that their conversations veered from time to time.  When the time that he allocated for them to create a conjecture ended, he asked various students to read out their answers.  Asia, sitting in isolation, waited until everyone who was asked to read did so.  Then she wrote an answer in her workbook.

                I struggled to understand what went wrong.  I could not help but to think that perhaps direct instruction in some cases was better than the process of “Discovering the answers.”  Jessica was extremely upset that she had four of ten answers correct.  She seemed relieved that Mr. Carter did not count the scores against them and the quiz was graded but not recorded.  For me, I could not avoid the thought that nearly 25 years ago, I was told the definition of a bisector and I remember it until this day.  It took the class nearly 30 minutes and only two were able to articulate the correct answer.  I was careful not to judge the process, as I drew the conclusion that the Agile Mind teaching strategy is new and the students needed to become familiar with the process first before they or anyone would see the results.  Still the thought remained that an entire week of class was waisted.

Driver Ed

Today was test day: the first test.  Jessica doesn’t have her work book – not because she didn’t try to get it, but because the business center ran out of books.  I took advantage of the computers in the class to apply for the English teaching job that I saw posted in the district.  Mr. Little asked for the work that the students “Owed” him.  He mentioned homework and Jessica was concerned because she did no Drivers Ed homework last night.  She was confused because the homework assignment was given three days ago and she did it the first night and turned it in the next day.  Little spoke very softly to her almost in a way that someone might call patronizing.  He was very forgiving to her – unlike the way he is with the other students.  He told her that she shouldn’t worry and that she and he would work it out.  There was a sudden panic in the air when he asked for homework.  Perhaps a dozen students began to frantically open their work books and stretch their heads to copy answers or inquire from others of the assignment.  The words “What homework?” came from the mouths of three or four students.  Mr. Little took no actions in preventing students from copying answers.  He had a system where he used the student role to call students to his desk to officially turn in the homework and look him in the eye to say that they did not have it.  He then promptly made a mark in his grade book. 

He was an old timer.  Taught school for nearly 25 years and had multiple degrees.  He had desires of becoming an administrator but was held back by his love for coaching football.  He understood that if he became an administrator he would have to give up coaching and the money offered for such a job was not compensation enough to the exchange.  After collecting homework from eight of thirty-two students in the room, he used the overhead projector to project an image of the assignment on the pulldown screen in front of the class.  It was at that moment that Jessica realized that she had already finished the homework assignment and gave it to Mr. Little two days ago. 

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #11

                                                            Week 2

     The first day of the week usually begins with a PLC (Professional Learning Communities).  Today was a school wide PLC that met in the auditorium.  At the meeting, there were three presentations.  The Principal started everything with a brief commentary on the heat.  He acknowledged that there would be a heat problem in the building as some rooms on the third floor and in the basement might reach over 90 degrees.  He told the teachers that there were cooling centers where they could take their classes if needed.  Those were the auditorium and the cafeteria, which was 75% air conditioned.  After his introduction, Mr. DeJesus and Rebecca Allen presented the primary function of the Student Support operations they were heading.  They said that the purpose of the operation was to identify students who failed Geometry and English during their sophomore year.  According to the presentation, the data showed that most of the students who do not pass Geometry also do not graduate.  87% of students who did not graduate on time failed Geometry.  The Student Support operation was supposed to coordinate PBIS (Positive Behavior Intervention and Support) and the RtI (Response to Intervention).  This team would also manage academic intervention efforts in English and Math, as well as identify troubled students.  The operation would plan to support students who lacked specified skills and try to address attendance issues.  The team would do this by creating and managing learning labs and asked for teachers to volunteer their free periods or lunch to help. 

      At fourth period English class, the heat got to Jessica again. I watched her struggle and tried to think of a possible point where she might break.  Before we entered the hot room on the third floor, I told Jessica that if the heat is ever a problem she should let me know and we could take a break.  I noticed in class how she tried to use a bottle of water to keep her head cool by pressing the bottle to her brow.  It didn’t work.  She struggled to keep herself concentrated on doing the work that was given to her.  If I was the teacher, I would have had a different kind of assignment.  The students had to complete the 75 question diagnostic exam they started on Friday – three days ago.  When that was complete, the students were assigned to read a packet, take notes on the vocabulary, and answer the questions at the end of the packet.   I sat in my chair thinking to myself that I would have come up with something different to do as a distraction from the heat.  A team building activity would have worked well since the seats were all grouped together in clusters of four.  I wrote my Master’s Degree paper on cooperative learning.  As such, I naturally look for particular signs or behaviors when students are in groups.  One thing I learned is that if there is no group assignment or task, then the mere clustering of chairs becomes a social event encouragement.   Anyhow, the assignment was due September 5^th.  The present date was August 25^th.  More than two weeks, in my opinion, was too much time for an English teacher to give to an honors class.   The packet was five pages front and back.  Four pages were from a short story.

      Jessica, however, was very distracted by the heat and unable to focus on the assignment.  She started to close her eyes very tightly and grit her teeth.  I didn’t know if this was the beginning of an autistic tantrum that I expected her to have.  Eventually, she looked at me and asked if she could take a break.  I said yes and we walked out into the hallway.  Jessica was irritable, complaining about a headache.  She said that she didn’t understand why we were not released early from school.  She thought that parents should complain.  Jessica assumed that those who made decisions on whether or not the students should go home were sitting in an air-conditioned room.  She thought that those “pencil pushers” on the school board should come to the school and see how hot it was. 

      Fortunately, the sky became dark and rain followed bringing a cool breeze through the windows. I took Jessica to the first floor where it was cooler and we opened a door that led to the courtyard.  She stood there and took in the breeze while making an observation of the dirt at the threshold.  She said the school was dirty and that the janitors should clean the building.  The restrooms smelled badly and the toilets were never flushed.  She hated to go into the restrooms because they were so dirty.  I did not give fuel to her fire, instead I took an angle designed to give her insight at how difficult the jobs are for many people.  Relating to the board members who “do not care about the students and only care about money,” I said, “It must be tough for them.  They don’t have enough money to buy supplies to give teachers or pay for air conditioners.  Then people say we are cheap and broke.  So if they put their concentration on getting money, then people say that they only care about money.   That must be tough for them.”

     When I saw that she was cool and seemed less focused on being hot, I suggested that she return to class and work on the vocabulary.  She thought that she could regain focus and then we returned to class.

     The seventh and last period class – Civics – was just as hot as or even hotter than 4^th period, but Jessica seemed immune to it.  She likes this class.  The subject of rules and laws is very appealing to her. She liked to give her opinion and raised her hand to share with every question. The teacher’s class discussion strategy was simple.  She asked the students to write on paper a list of school rules and why they were needed.  Then the students were allowed to share.  Once, the teacher was interrupted when Rene tried to put on his headphones.  She broke off from the conversation to tell him to put them away.  She asked the students to write a second list of home rules and then society rules.  She led the discussion and at times asked students who did not join the discussion to share what they wrote.  Most times, when Jessica and I left this class (as we always did with 8 minutes remaining); she was so excited that she continued the conversation with me.  Due to the fact that she tries to stay in this class as long as possible she is often a few minutes late to catch her bus home. 

     It was about this time in the school year that I noticed something wrong with a few teachers.  The English teacher in particular won my suspicions.  I started to question her methods starting with the amount of time she gave honor students to do a simple assignment.  In my experience, students are given honor classes without being given honors teachers.  What I mean by this is that in this school district, I've heard teachers say that there is no different from honors classes and regular classes.  The students in honors classes are just expected to do a little bit more work.  When the administrators and the school board people talk about improving scores, I believe that it should start with the honors classes.  A typical honors student should be a student who has demonstrated an ability to think at a higher level and match that higher level of thought with a higher work ethic.  I saw on this day that the work ethic or the higher level of thought was not expected from the English Honors class.  Furthermore, in terms of teaching strategies, I did not see any evidence of one.  When I compare this teacher to the Civics teacher, I am convinced that the English teacher or the English department needed work.  

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #10

                                                             August 21, 2014

      I came to work 15 minutes early and Jessica (my student dealing with autism) was already there waiting for me.  The bus that brings her to school each day arrived about 25 minutes before the start of class.  Although I saw her, I was not able to do anything with her as I had to wait until the proper time to punch the clock and begin work.  I was a part time worker and as such, it was forbidden for me to punch in before 7:45.  My official start time was 8:50 which was the same time that first period begun.  I found it interesting that I was expected to have Jessica in class at 8:50 for the start of class when I officially start work at 8:50.  This being said, I adjusted by punching in for work at 7:45.  Another interesting thing about punching in for work was that teacher’s aides are paid by contract; a certain amount of money per year and so it makes no difference if we punch in early or punch out late.  We cannot milk the clock.  Mrs. Bernard, the time clock  Nazi, as I call her because she sat at her desk just outside of the principal’s office and always looked at her computer clock whenever someone clocked in or out for work.  She told me that if I continued to clock in before 7:45, I would get in trouble.  According to her, “if we were to get audited, it would show that we were in violation of the contract.”  So as a part time teacher’s aide, I am supposed to start work at the same time first period begun and I was supposed to clock out at the same time seventh period ended.  Knowing what I know about Special Education and IEPs and state laws, if I did things exactly as I was supposed to do, Jessica would get to first period 3 or 4 minutes late every day and she would have to leave 7^th period 10 minutes early so that I could escort her to her locker and then to the door where she would catch her bus to go home.  This means that she would miss nearly an hour of instructional time each week – a violation of state law.  So it appeared to me that no matter what I did, there was going to be someone’s law broken. 

      Today was hot.  Opened windows and doors coalesced with electric fans supplied by the teachers from their own bank accounts did not work at all.  I perspired just from sitting.  I didn’t even want to touch the desk as it made my arms perspire.  Most all the children seemed sleepy, I was sure that their fatigue came from the heat.   

     There was not much to happen today.  Jessica tested out of Spanish One and was now in Spanish Two, so her new schedule was waiting for me in my mailbox, just as her councilor agreed to do.  Yesterday, I told the councilor that Jessica had tested out of Spanish One and she would need a schedule change.  I did this so that we would not have to waist class time or lunch time today.  It worked out well.  Only the location of her second period class changed nothing else.  In Geometry, they worked on more inductive reasoning activities where they drew figures and identified patterns.  Then they learned some definitions of lines, line segments, planes, collinear, and distances between points.  It was termed by Mr. Carter, the language of Geometry.  I thought it was interesting the way they learned the definitions.  Mr. Carter did not present them a word or draw a diagram on the board.  He used the Promethean board and some slides from the computer – all of this is a part of the Agile Mind program.  There were images of building structures and bridges.  From the images the class was to come up with a collective definition of the terms.  This took the entire period.  I left thinking that it was nice to appeal to the different learning strategies, but for me, it works just as well if a teacher told me that a plan was a flat surface with at least three different points that were not in a line.   

Spanish class was a review of Spanish One; they played a competitive vocabulary game divided in three groups of nine.  Each group was given a white board and dry erase marker to write down their answers.  When they did so, they were to hold up the board and the teacher would choose who was first.  The person with the correct answer won points for his or her team. 

     After lunch, I spent time looking for Jessica, Ms. Yarbrough took her to get a book for Civics class.  She arrived at English class five minutes after the bell.  There, in English, she had a small uncomfortable moment when she noticed the fire alarm on the wall.  She became distracted and I noticed that she had no focus.  When she stood from her seat, she walked to me and started to read the board in the corner of the room by the exit.  Then she told me that she noticed the alarm and I knew that it was time to remove her to a quiet and semi contained place before she had a tantrum.  I did not know what to expect form a child who dealt with autism.  When people talk about them, they only talk about the worst and I, having no training besides You Tube, did not know that there was a long spectrum of autism and children ranged from one end to the next.   We walked out and around the corner.  I told her that I understood why fire alarms could be annoying.  They are loud and they catch you off guard.  She said that she did not like them and I said that I didn’t like them either.  A student walked pass and asked me if we would have football practice as she was uncertain because of the rain that was to come.  Outside of the window in the grass we could see a flock of geese walking over the football practice field.  I told her that the birds were not concerned for the rain and we should not be either.  She said that the birds did not have to sit on a wet bench – a good point.  “But the birds do not have towels to wipe the wet benches.” I said.   She understood that excuses would not work so then she walked away.  The conversation about birds and geese became a distraction for Jessica and she walked to the window and we had a conversation about birds.  Eight minutes passed and I changed the conversation to the writing assignment in English.  I asked her which of the three prompts she wrote about.  This led me to without notice transition her back to class. 

What I expected from a tantrum was loud and chaotic moans or screams.  I imagined Jessica holding her hands over her ears and walking in circles.  I thought that if anyone touched her, she might hit them or violently attack them.   The YouTube videos taught me to anticipate tantrums and remove the child from crowds to a small and contained area.  That was all I really knew at that time.  I thought it was best to simply try to use as much preventive measures as possible.  This later came to bight me in the rear as I learned that Jessica was more of a teenage girl than some space alien who had some strange mental issue.  It is too bad that for my job, there was no training or any concern from one person who believed that it was important to train a person who would spend more time with a student dealing with autism than her parents.    

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #9

      The school year was only in the first three days and I could already see the signs of disaster:  A math teacher who will only teach for a short time before joining the administration team, a new teacher to replace him with no training, an English teacher who uses no teaching strategy, and a series of idle threats by the administration.   Looking at all of this, I had serious doubts that we would see very little improvements if any at all.  

Math

     The students were introduced to the process of the learning protocol that required them to use the technology of the Promethean board with their workbook, and discuss possible answers in their groups.  They worked on Fibonacci sequence as a way to learn inductive reasoning.  The process was impressive in the way it incorporated the technology to provide visual aids for geometry along with practical uses that include showing a bridge that used arcs, parallels, perpendicular lines, angles and bisectors.  I thought it was a good way to teach definitions in a way that is suitable for different learning styles.  Near the end of class a student named Africa entered tardy so naturally she had no clue what was going on.  She sat in the back of the class and squinted to see the Promethean board.  The Promethean board is also called a smart board.  The school has them spread out through the building in various classrooms but not all of them. In Jessica’s classes, there were three classrooms without them and three with them. She has seven periods including lunch.  The smart board is connected to the teacher’s PC and allows whatever is on the computer to synchronize with the smart board screen.   With the use of a special pencil, the teacher can draw or write on the smart board and at the same time, operate the computer.  Of course technology means nothing if a student is late and has no glasses.  I told Mr. Carter that Africa did not have her glasses on and she had trouble seeing the board.  He thanked me for the insight and told me to feel free to share anything that I noticed regarding students who may have problems with this program.

      I learned then that the math program was part of a program that the school purchased called Agile Mind.  It was something that Mr. Carter advocated for two years ago when he was the department chair for math.  He thought it would help raise math scores in the district, and although he was removed from the campaign for it, he was now finally able to see it come into fruition.   On the purchase of the math program it appears that the school did not plan or pay for training of the teachers and Mr. Carter said that he was the only one who was trained.  The irony in all of this is that he had also applied to become a student disciplinary dean and was recently approved by the school board and the finance committee.  He had hoped that he would start the school year as the disciplinary dean but for whatever reason, he did not and a new teacher was not hired to take his place.    He seemed comfortable with the program and had what appeared to be a definite strategy in teaching it and familiarizing the students to the concept.  He repeated often that he was not there to teach them, but that he was just a facilitator, and that it was up to the students themselves to learn through inquiry as opposed to traditional regurgitation of material.

Assembly

      We had an assembly during second period but before we were dismissed to attend, Ms. Martinez informed Jessica that she did well enough on the placement exam to be moved to the Spanish 2 class.  Jessica was a bit nervous about this because although she is Mexican, and her mother is an immigrant who speaks very little English, she speaks very little Spanish and claims that Spanish is her second language.    When we arrived at the assembly, we learned that it was only for sophomore students.  It was held in the field house where the school team played basketball.  At the assembly, the counselors introduced themselves and explained to the students that they had various resources such as a study table in the library and the career center.  They explained why some sophomores were still classified as freshman.  Apparently there were over 100 students who did not move from freshman status to sophomore status, even with summer school as an option.  The counselors gave them threats about what would happen when they are seniors if they did not study and get their graduation credits.  Next, the disciplinary dean came to the podium and went over the progressive discipline policy and the rules that she “will not waver” in enforcing.  Those rules were the dress code, rules relating to attendance, cell phone use, fighting, and bad language.  I learned then that second period was divided in half and that the junior class was to come into the gymnasium and have a similar meeting.   So after all of the threats were done, we were told to return to class for the remainder of second period.  I leaned that the problem with this schedule was that Jessica’s new class was made juniors and seniors.  She was one of two sophomores in that Spanish class.  This left the teacher in a bad position because she could not do anything in terms of teaching as half of her class was missing during the second half of the class. 

Looking back in hind sight, the threats meant nothing to the students.  In the end, the students were the victors being that they endured the first ten weeks of harsh rule by the disciplinary deans.  After those ten weeks, the discipline system broke down and things were back to the way they were.  The dean’s promise that she would not waver fell short.  I guess the lesson in this is that students will push the envelope as long and as far as they can.  Idle threats are just that … Idle. 

English Class

      I felt very disappointed in the English teacher this day.  She gave as an assignment for the students to identify the plot of the story. They read over a short story that was about 2 and one half pages long.  It took them 13 minutes to read it.  I noticed that seven students did not read at all.  Instead they put their heads down on the desk. I was also disappointed in that and also noticed that six of the seven sleeping students were African American.  As I sat in the back of the class, I could not help but to notice that the teacher had not taken time out to discuss the conflict or the inciting incident which separates the exposition from the rising action.  In my opinion this is a crucial point to make in a story, as there can be no story without a conflict.   I doubted that the students would ever understand what they are supposed to do or if they will show mastery of the assignment.  I began to think that she assumed the students already knew these things and she just used this assignment for a review.  If that was so, she was painfully wrong.  They did not know, and when I took a look at one of my football player’s paper, I saw that he wrote virtually nothing on his paper.  It was as I had anticipated; he did not identify or show mastery of understanding the beginning and the end of the rising action nor was he able to identify the conflict and climax.  

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #8

Building Meeting

Today started with a meeting in the little theatre located in the basement area of the building.  There I sat in the middle, as I was not the early bird who gets the prime seat in the back row while the late comers have to sit in the front.  I sat next to Ms. McElroy and our union delegate.  The principal made the first presentation.  He stood behind the podium.  On the podium was a lap top that was connected to a projector casting the lap top screen’s image on the large silver screen that hung over the stage.  He started his welcome speech with a cordial welcome and then he went on to mention the names of the teachers who were married over the summer – there were three, two ladies and one man.  He then spoke of the people who left due to resignation or finding other places of employment.  Then he told us that we were an official “Project Lead the Way” School.  This meant that we were a participating school in a program that was sponsored by someone to teach engineering skills to the students.  He told us that there were more new things that would be instituted.  He mentioned that we would get a writing lab, maybe a math lab, there would be programs during lunch periods to supplement classroom learning and that we had an intern who would be working in the I.T. department.  He explained that there would be a parent support project started by a group of parents who met and decided that the school needed an organized parent support organization.   He said that with the parent support project, he believed there was a need for a Latino Parent support group.  This idea came in response to surveys that indicated that the Latino student and parents feel disconnected in the building.  Their culture is not represented throughout the buildings in classes or in hallways.  He said that “We’re committed to including everyone.”  He mentioned the construction in the building – roof work in the field house, a breeze way to block the winter wind at one of the student entrances, and the ventilation work in the basement area where the driver's ed classes can reach ten degrees hotter than the rest of the building. 

After these things, he started to discuss the PSAE scores.  The Prairie State Achievement Examination was a test given to junior students each year for the last fifteen years.  He said that the scores had increased.  He showed us a graph comparing the 2013 scores to the 2014 scores.  The percentages of students who met state standards increased in reading by 3.1% and in math by 6.8%.  In light of yesterday’s race conversation, he pointed out that the Latino students who met state standards improved by 4.5% in reading and 10% in math whereas the African American students had a 1.9% gain in reading and a 4.2% in math.  When it came to science, however, the Latino students who met the standards improved by 6.6% whereas the African American students dropped by 2.7% He expressed concern for the negative number in the African American students science scores and the disparity between the two groups. 

With that, he started to talk about PARCC – the new test that will start this year.  The test will be systemic and given to elementary, middle school, and high school students.  It is a performance based assessment as well as an end of the year assessment.  The test will be given twice in a year – once when school instruction is 75% done and then again when instructing is 90% complete.  It was also mentioned that this would be the last year that the school will mandate A.C.T testing for graduation.  The state will no longer pay for the A.C.T and starting next school year, the test will be completely voluntary. 

The First Day of School

I punched in at 7:45 a.m. and walked to the teacher’s lounge – a ninety second walk – but when I entered into the lounge I saw that it was only 7:44.  The time on my cell phone also read 7:44.  By my estimate, the main office time clock was three minutes fast.  I went to the D ramp and waited for my student.  She arrived on time by way of a small school bus.  I didn’t know the girl or how she looked.  I only had the idea that she was Hispanic based on her name Jessica Jimenez.  Fortunately she was the only girl and when she entered the building, I called her by name and introduced myself. She had a schedule and revealed to me that it had five classes and six periods.  She was missing a seventh period class.  She seemed slightly bothered by that so we walked to her counselor to get the change.   Mr. Love, one of the senior counselors stood outside of the door to stop all students who came by in an attempt to change their schedule.  We slipped through and got to her counselor who was very quick to help but then noticed that there was a computer problem and she was unable to log in.  She told us to return at lunch time so we left and went to the student's locker. 

Her first period class was Geometry Honors.  Mr. Carter, an African American teacher stood about six feet tall and maybe about 220 pounds.  He was a fast talker and repeated two phrases until it became humorous.  He said that this was Honors Geometry at least twelve times, from when I started counting.  It was as if he was trying to make a point.  When Matthew did not have paper, Mr. Carter asked why and reiterated that this was Honors Geometry and that his expectations were higher than they were for regular geometry classes.  He said that he would not go over class rules except for the phone and food rules because there were many students missing.  Only twelve students were in class.  One student asked him if she could use the restroom his reply was “No, I don’t do bathrooms.”  Two minutes later, she tossed the cookies on the floor.  He then allowed her to go to the restroom and proceeded to clean the vomit from the floor.  The student returned and soon asked if she could use the facilities again.  This time, Mr. Carter said yes.  He asked if she needed the nurse, she said no.  The geometry class was made of five Hispanic girls, two Hispanic males, two white males, two African American girls and boys. 

Mr. Carter made a speech about the difficulty that the students would have with honors geometry if they did not have the algebra skills from the previous year.  Following up that speech, he proceeded to put algebra problems on the Promethean Board.  He walked around to get a sense of how difficult the basic problems were for the students.  In all, he put up nine problems that ranged in difficulty from the simple computation, to find the value of x, to multiplying radicals.  Although he did not want to go over the class rules, he continued to give information while the students tried to work their problems.  Once, after telling them to “have at it,” he walked around the classroom explaining that they would eventually get seating charts.   He spoke for the entire ninety seconds that he gave them to complete the problem.  He did this consistently and I wondered – after so many wrong answers - if the students got wrong answers because they did not know, remember, or because they were distracted.

The second period class was Spanish.  Ms. Martinez was married over the summer and her new name was Pibelar.  She explained that the students could continue to call her Martinez. She allowed the students to sit where they pleased, she asked them to remember not to have their cell phones out.  Within twenty minutes, she reminded them to not have out their phones.  Ten minutes later, she asked them to put away their cell phones.  In all she asked them four times during the first day.  She explained that they needed a notebook and binder for her class and that the notebooks would stay in her class.  After that, she gave placement tests to the native Spanish speaking students.  This was to see if they needed to take the Spanish 1 course.   If they did well, they would move to Spanish 2.  She spoke to them in Spanish as well and a few of them understood her.  She said that they would be rescheduled for a different class.  Afterwards, she gave everyone a printed out sheet of questions for them to complete.  They had the remaining 35 minutes to answer 12 questions. 

                                                                     Lunch

Jessica  was given 10:00 a.m. lunch that ended at 11.  The system was set up so that a teacher’s aide was assigned to the special ed students in the cafeteria.  There were seven of them who had autism or some other condition that made it difficult for them to interact with the regular students.  Jessica did not want to sit with them.  Instead, she wanted to find her friends and I waited inside the cafeteria for her to find them.  She did not and eventually sat with the other special ed students at their very own table which seemed to be waiting for them.  After I left her, I went to the store to purchase some canned tuna and mayonnaise to make tuna sandwiches for the football players who were allergic to peanuts.  We had to supply food for our football team, because it was assumed that their parents would not furnish them with snacks or food to eat after school.  Football practice ended at 7:30 and some of our children’s last meal would have been at 11:00 a.m. Coupled with the fact that we had instituted a mandatory study hall for all of our players, the football players would spend 12 hours a day at school and have only one meal.  With this in mind, we fed them peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.   

                                                                English

The English teacher was a white female with a Spanish name – Ruiz.  She had previously taught in an alternative school.  Now she was the English 2 techer for honor students.  She did much the same as everyone else; she went over rules and expectations. Afterwards, she played a CNN news report on the Promethean board.  Jessica, after hearing that she would see and hear CNN spoke out.  “Oh you mean the ones who tell lies.”  The teacher was caught off guard and had a loss of words.    Then she asked the students if they wanted to play a name game.  After the CNN report the teacher decided to play the name game with the students.  There was a moment when the CNN report ended that a potentially hot conversation started.  Rashid made a statement about the police officer in Missouri shooting the innocent African American male.  The teacher abruptly responded to him.  “Were you there?”  She went on to explain that she was not trying to change his opinion, but he needed to consider that all of the facts have not yet been disclosed.  She mentioned that she was white and that the black students should have a more informed opinion before reaching conclusions. 

So much for race matters, I thought.

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #7

The District Meeting

                I expected the district meeting to set the tone for the school year.  The district has three high schools.  One is a selective enrollment school where the previous average A.C.T. score was 23 and the other two schools where thought to hold the left overs in the district.  Those two schools had an average A.C.T score for each of them was between 15 and 17.  The superintendent, Doctor West-Braxton addressed the staff with a welcome that was not very well accepted by anyone from what I could see.  Despite the halfhearted hand clap welcome, she spoke to us pointing out that the Hispanic students had the most gain in test scores.  She said that the Hispanics had gains in Science, math and reading whereas the black students had gains in reading but negative gains in math and science.  The white students who represent only 5 percent of the student population in the entire district had gains in math but no negative gains and the Asian students who represent less than 2 percent of the district population had gains in all three areas. She then pointed out that the construction crews did a good job on repairing the building.  They worked very hard over the summer making repairs to the building that caught fire at the end of last school year.  The fire took out almost 20% of the school.  She said that the building had a face lift – a paint job in certain areas and that the swimming pool had been repaired – it was destroyed 5 years ago when the river flooded due to nonstop three days of rain.  She mentioned that the financial oversight committee had approved the new teacher and support staff raise giving the support staff a 4% raise. She didn’t mention her $50,000 raise. She mentioned that the district had been given a B+ credit rating.  I wondered if anyone really knew what that meant.  I am fortunate enough to know that a B+ credit rating isn’t very good.  I do my share of investing in stocks and bonds and I wouldn’t invest in a municipality bond when the municipality had a B+ rating.  She said that there would be more funds for books this year and it occurred to me that while I worked the book room, just a few days ago, we had no math books to give students and there were no Chemistry books for the non-honors Chemistry classes.  This problem had been going one for a while and last school year the special ed students were given Honors Chemistry books.  Needless to say, they didn’t read them.  She suggested that this would be the last year that the state appointed financial committee would preside over the district spending.  The finance committee had the district under its thumb for some four years now due to poor financial management.  By state law, the finance committee had to take charge. 

       When she finished, she introduced a speaker who spoke to us for the next ninety minutes about race matters.  He played with the wordings to have double meaning.  He spoke of his personal truth and explained that everyone had their very own personal truth.  He began with a story about his experience as a child in school.  He started with an all-black school in the urban area of some east coast city.  He had photographs to showing his kindergarten, first and second grade classes.  He had photographs of his teachers as well.  All of the students and all of the teachers were African American.  He mentioned that there was a relationship that the teachers had with the parents in the community.  He mentioned that he saw his first grade teacher at the grocery store and there were teachers in the building who went to the same church that he attended.  He mentioned that when he went to the third grade, the school hired a white teacher and that was when behavior problems seemed to magnify.  He said that there were perhaps behavior problems in the previous grades, but he did not notice them.  He mentioned that the white teacher was very sensitive and the students found it laughable that she was very emotional and at some points she broke down in tears.  They were challenged each week with getting her so upset that they did not have to work due to her breakdowns.  He said that the white teacher had no connections with the community and he thought that she was an outsider.

      He explained that he was soon transferred to a different school.  It was a “smart school.”  In the fourth grade, he was one of just three black students.  He was suddenly the minority.  The teacher was white as well.  He spoke differently and as a result was not anxious to speak at all.  He felt very uncomfortable and isolated.  His teachers spoke about things that he did not relate to at all.  They talked about camping and he had never been camping.  They talked about skiing and family vacations all of which he had only heard of or saw on television.  He eventually made adjustments and went on to do well in his subjects.  He was accused of cheating once when he wrote a report for English because his grammar was perfect. 

I related to that experience as the same thing happened to me when I was a high school sophomore.  I did not have perfect grammar but when I was assigned by my English teacher, Mrs. Marx to write poetry following the fixed verse formats of Villanelle, Sonnet and haiku it was assumed by her that I plagiarized.   She was out to get me.  At that time, she did not have the help of the internet, but she used every resource that she had available to try to find the poems that I wrote.  She searched books and she asked her colleagues.  When she returned the students work to them, I did not get mine.  Mr. Hinkle spoke to me about the poems; he was my freshman English teacher and one that became a favorite.  He told me that Mrs. Marx asked him about the poems and he told her that he thought the poems were original.  He told me that he said to her “If he copied them, why would he miss-spell words?”  In the end, Mrs. Marx gave me a C on the paper.  She said that I did everything correct and the poems were “nice” but the C was warranted because of my mechanical errors. Mrs. Marx was perhaps in her middle twenties; she was German and had blue eyes.  When I latter returned to that school as a school teacher, she was still there.  She worked there for over twenty years and retired.

      After the speaker told his story, he presented a question to the staff.  He asked how many of us felt that we came in contact with racism between 0 to 10% of the time in any single day.  He asked them to stand.  There were ten people who stood, they were all white.  He went from 11% - 25% and there were more than fifty more teachers who stood.  In that crowd, there were two black staff members.  He went from 25% to 50% and by this time, every white person was on his or her feet.  Oddly enough, with a very small exception, just about every black staff member remained seated.  He skipped to 90% to 100% and it seemed like every black person who remained seated stood.  I was waiting for 75%.  It was obvious that the vast majority of black people believed or felt that they were subjected to racism in 90% to 100% of their lives.  He mentioned that 90% of blacks who were surveyed said that when driving, they felt apprehension whenever they saw a police squad car in the rear-view mirror.  That there are few times, if any do black people feel protected by the police.  He went on to discuss the relationships between teachers in class and students.  He suggested that unless the discussion of race becomes a common occurrence, there will continue to be a gap between black students and white teachers. 

I thought it was interesting that we ignored the fact that our educational staff was composed of more than 75% white teachers, 90% black or Hispanic support staff, and a 93% minority student body.  The superintendent is a black female, her assistant superintendent is a black female, the human resource department is 100% black or Hispanic female, and the board of education has only two white members.  In terms of the regional office, I have not seen one black or Hispanic face at all. 

      When we went to lunch I was informed that the support staff was to leave and go to Central for the second session.  I expected that this in-service would be more specific to our job and the training we needed.  I was told by Ms. Reed, the special services supervisor / chair that I would have a one on one with a Hispanic student who was dealing with autism.  Her name was Jessica.  I had the opportunity to speak with her case worker, Ms. O’Dell  and Ms. Yarbrough who worked with Jessica last year during her freshman year.  I was told that Jessica had no filtering system and she would say whatever came to her mind.  I was told that her mother did not speak English very well at all but that she could say “lawyer” in three different languages.  I was told that Jessica came from a racist family and was extremely prejudice to black men.  As an example, they told me that upon announcement of a girl who was sexually assaulted last school year, Jessica walked down the hallway and pointed to every black male student she saw saying that “He probably did it.”  She was afraid of bugs and she often had temper tantrums.  Initially, I thought this strange that she would be assigned to a “black male” one on one.  Furthermore, I had no knowledge of autism with the exception of Rain Man the movie with Tom Cruise and the story The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time that I read with my younger son when he was 13 years old. 

      The meeting was a disappointment.  We were taught to relax.  There was a guest speaker who came to tell us the importance of relaxing out mind and finding outlets to reduce stress from work.  We were made to do irritating ice-breakers that caused more stress than the job.  In fact, it was very stressful to sit there and hear all of the mess that she shoved in our ears.  What I did, to relieve the stress from the meeting about relieving stress was to get my android and play a couple of games of chess.  I realized that I would have to result to Youtube videos to teach myself ways to deal with or help a student with autism.  Then I would have to make a strategy to deal with her alleged racist views towards black men.  

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #6

     I had an interesting conversation with one of my co-workers and I asked her why does everyone seem so disgruntled at work? She explained that everyone is bitter due to past treatments.  The conversation came about when I noticed that it was approaching time to leave, but there were still people waiting in line at school registration.  The line started outside in the school parking lot.  At the entrance door was a security guard who waited for a call over the radio that informed him of how many people in that line he could allow through and into the band room where the parents were to wait in  a different line until we called them to our table.  It was near time to leave and the band room was filled with parents.  Every seat was taken.  This was the third day of registration and people were entering the building in droves.  The general consensus between the other teacher’s aides who worked with me was that when the clock struck seven p.m. they would leave with no regard to the people in line or in the band room.  Ms. Ware explained to me that there would be no overtime paid to us for extra work and that home was an hour away; therefore volunteer work was not an option.  Mrs. Hernandez said that she would consider volunteering her time, if she was not treated so poorly in the past.  It was mentioned that she would be assigned to a one on one with a student.   Aides assigned to one on ones were given a single student to shadow from the first period to the last.  That aide was responsible for getting the student to class and assisting that student in whatever way was necessary for the student’s Individual Education Plan that was created by a team of professionals. 

My personal thoughts regarding these teams are mixed.  Obviously I hesitate in making broad accusations and statements so with that disclaimer; I will say that in my personal and professional experience, the entire beast that I will call special education needs to be revamped.  First, I’ll start with my personal experience.  I have a child who has a hearing deficiency that came from a sickness during the toddler years. The sickness caused a fever that apparently damaged the developing hairs inside of the ear.  Such damage is irreparable.  My child is a three sport athlete, reads well, loves science, and does well in math. By all comparisons at worst she is an average child.  Due to the hearing issue in the right ear, it was determined that an Individual Educational Plan (IEP) was needed to give accommodations.  The accommodations involved seating arrangements in the front of the class or closes to the teacher and to the right side so that most audio could come at her from the left side.   With that being said, I found myself over the last three years of elementary school literally fighting with professional teams regarding in class treatment.  In my experience with my daughter, the professional team seems to do everything in their power to cripple my daughter instead of empowering her to self-advocate.  The go overboard with services even at one time suggesting that they force teachers to use a microphone in class to assist my daughter’s hearing.  This was far overboard as she had damage in one ea. When she played sports she does not use her hearing aids.  When she stands in center field, I’ve never saw her softball coach have issues adjusting her when he calls to her from the dugout.  I say all of this to say that despite the special education team’s insisting that my daughter have a resource class, microphones, and special ear pieces, she does well enough without them and she only needs two accommodations: sit in front of the class and a teacher that can keep the classroom quiet or at least free from disruption. I have many more examples of how the special ed team in this district does more harm than good.

      Mrs. Hernandez was very unhappy with the assignment and said that she would try to fight it. As a one on one, she would have to follow a student to every class and sit in that class to assist that student.  She did not like the fact that she would was assigned to the student at the bequest of a parent’s request that the one on one teacher’s aide have the ability of bilingual speech.  She believed that sense the student’s IEP did not mandate a bilingual one on one, she should have additional pay for her services.  She felt that she was given this assignment because she has a special ability and that was some sort of discrimination.  She felt that if she was given an assignment based on having a skill that other aides do not have, then she should be compensated financially.  So for this reason, she planned to fight the assignment.

     When it was 7:00, everyone at my table left, so did I.

                                           Freshman Orientation

    Today the Aides punched the clock and walked to the lounge.  I joined them there and did some research on the computer.  Then I made some hotel reservations for my son who was invited to Texas for a baseball show case.  We had some interesting conversations some of which I found myself getting involved.  First we talked about police officers.  Apparently there was an incident in St. Louis where some kid was in a fight with a police officer.  Ms. Thompson started to talk about that children should submit to the authority of the police.  Ms. Gomez the registrar came in for a few minutes and expressed her worries relating to her grandchildren regarding police harassment.  I shared the information that I told my children.  I told them not to talk back to the police officer and do not explain things to them.  I told them to first ask “Am I under arrest?”  If the answer is yes, then they are only obligated to state their name and where they lived.  If they are pulled over for a traffic violation, they do not need to get out of the car.  I also told my sons that if they are involved with a police officer, turn on the video recording of their cell phone and inform the police that they are recording the conversation.  The should ask for the policeman’s badge number and inform the police that when the recording stops the video is automatically sent to his online drop box account.  Ms. Thompson’s thought that what I told my sons were extreme and intimidating to the police.  She did, however agree that they should do whatever the police officer asks.   I shared two stories.  One story was about my oldest son who was approached by a police.  The officer asked him if he had a gun.  He said no and continued to walk away.  The police asked him to stop, he did.  Then he asked the police officer if he was under arrest and if so the charge.  The police officer did not answer the question and apprehended my son.  They got into a scuffle.  In the end, the judge dismissed the charges of resisting arrest due to the fact that there was no probable cause for arrest.  I shared with them a second story about a day when my youngest son and I were heading home in a taxi from the cinema.  The taxi was stopped by a police officer.  Then there were four other cars that came and surrounded us.  They pulled out their guns, made my younger son who was 12 years old get out of the taxi, lay face down on the ground and then they hand cuffed him.  I had just purchased him a new wooden baseball bat just before we went to the movie while we were at the mall.  They had me get out of the car and they went through all of my personal belongings – a briefcase.  They said that they drew their weapons because of the baseball bat.  They said that there was a recent robbery of a taxi driver in the area and that is why they stopped us; coupled with the idea that it “looked like,” my son was trying to slouch in the back seat.  After I started to refer to police officers by badge number, they changed their aggressive tone to a more apologetic one.  “We just came from the movie theater Star number 3218,” I remember saying.  All of these things and more happened within a few months.

Not by coincidence, my daughter had her softball bat taken from her by a police officer.  She had the bat in a softball bag that was a back pack.  The handle of the bat was visible and because of that, the police officer, holding his gun in hand, called my daughter to him while she walked from the high school along 5^th avenue.  He told her to give him the bat and she did.  It took me a month to get back the softball bat.  I was told that the officer took the bat because he was afraid that someone would take it from her and use it for a weapon.  I am over 40 years old and I cannot say with much certainty that I have any respect for a police officer.

      Mrs. Hernandez asked me if it made me felt safe because the treatment that my three children received from police officers was strict evidence that the police officers were protecting the neighborhood.  Ms. Thompson held firm that the police officers had the guns and for that reason alone, we should simply do whatever they ask.  I told Mrs. Hernandez that W.E.B Dubois once said that the police system was designed in the South to control slaves.  This is no less far from the truth in the North.  The police system in America is in no way designed to do anything more than intimidate, frustrate and impose American racism on blacks and Hispanics alike. 

     We had another conversation about the new contract.  Ms. Thompson pretended to be knowledgeable about the contract.  It was asked what happens to sick and personal days when or if one retires.  She said that the contract allows us to have our personal days and they will pay us full rate for them, but they will pay us $35 for each sick day.  I commented that that was a loss of money it was better to use all of the sick days, and then retire or resign.  Then Ms. Thompson said that we would get paid all of our sick days up to $2000.  By then, I realized that she didn’t know what she spoke of and I ignored the rest of the conversation. 

     When Ms. Willis entered, the conversation of her assignment from yesterday took command.  Yesterday, she was given a female freshman student who was dealing with down-syndrome.  Ms. Willis was the student’s one on one aide during the freshman orientation.  The student later was assigned to Trainable Mentally Handicap classes. The wording has changed suddenly to TST – but no one knows what TST means.   Ms. Willis told her story about how the girl was resistant to participate in the freshman orientation activities.  She did not want to enter certain rooms, or walk down certain hallways at certain times.  She did not want to write and she became at one point aggressive enough to hit Ms. Willis’s hand.  The conversation went on to critique the decision of bringing the student to school on an orientation day where mainstream freshmen were walking through the building on scavenger hunts, forming groups and teams for various competitions.  It was obvious to Ms. Willis that the activities and the environment were not good or safe for the girl or the mainstream students who had to come into contact with her.  Then the conversation veered into Ms. Willis’s lack of training.  In fact, she had not been given any special training neither had she been advised on what to do with a child dealing with down-syndrome.  She felt helpless.