Wednesday, April 29, 2015

A Teacher's Aide Journal #3


     The day started much the same as yesterday; the teacher’s aides gathered in the lounge and waited until noon before going to their respective stations.  Registration for students started at 11:30 that day and continued later into the evening hours to accommodate those parents who work and are not able to get to the school during regular hours.  I was on my way to the cafeteria to do the same mindless task as the day before, when Mr. LaSorda intercepted me.  He noticed where I was going so he thought to tell me that our assignments were changed.  Apparently, the other teacher’s aides who planned to call in using the excuse of prior appointments decided to show up for work.  Being that we were asked to report two days earlier than our contracted days, they believed the union would support them if administration took action against them.   Despite the obvious inconvenience, Mr. LaSorda seemed unaffected.  He told me that there was a paper in the main office on the countertop with new assignments.   When I entered the office earlier, I had no cause to notice the stack of papers on the countertop and so I simply passed it by when I walked in to punch the time clock.  Mr. LaSorda followed me in, and when I took one of the papers in hand, he looked slightly over my shoulder while standing beside me and we saw that I was re-assigned to the bookroom where I started yesterday.   There were two other teacher aides assigned to the room when I arrived.  They were putting labeled bar codes in the American Literature books.  The librarian printed more barcoded labels and I placed 300 of them in the new Trigonometry books.  The task took three hours as I moved slowly knowing that there would be nothing else for me to do after I completed my task.
     After lunch, I stopped at the Athletic Director’s office.  He was in the middle of listening to voice mails.  When he was finished, we talked for a while.  He asked me how long had I been at the school.  I told him since 2010 (4 years).  I was a teacher in Chicago Public Schools but left because I thought I would have a chance to work in this school district and be closer to home and my children. Furthermore, I grew up in these communities and upon aspiring to teach, I so desired to teach in the same school.  We spoke about the three administrations that I served under since coming here.  The first was a lady, Ms. Walker, who recommended me for a permanent teaching position after she observed me as a long term substitute for a freshman English class when a teacher was away on medical leave.  Back then, I thought there was a reasonable chance that if I showed my work ethic and my ability to properly prepare students for academic success as shown by test scores, I would get hired full time.  Unfortunately, Ms. Walker had bumped heads with the district school board members - the president in particular who was rumored to have some family connection.  As rumor has it, she “stood up” to the board, but was soon after escorted out of the building by security one Tuesday morning.  The students did a brief protest, the local news sent a van out to record the protest, but it was for nothing.

I came to admire and respect Ms. Walker while working under her administration.  She was not the type of principal who was willing to throw a student under the bus for disciplinary reasons. Because of this, teachers were quick to criticize her as being too easy on them.  She was, however tough on the teachers.  She did not like the teachers cutting corners on little things.  She had no patience for teachers coming late to meetings or not keeping record of telephone logs for parent contacts.  Her discipline pedagogy was centered in the belief that parents and teachers should work first together and if those means were exhausted, only then should the deans be involved.  The teachers wanted her to be a hammer on the students, instead, she was more of a hammer on the teachers and she demanded that teachers followed various prototypes centered on following curriculum and keeping documentations.  

        I later saw Ms. Walker at a fast food restaurant and she told me that she recommended three African American male teachers, none of whom were hired by the district board.  She went on to tell me that in the entire district, which was made up of three schools, there is not one African American male English teacher and there had not been one in all the time she worked as principal.  She told me that I might have a lawsuit if I did the due diligence.  Oddly enough, three years later I was told the same thing by the athletic director who interviewed me for a track and field job.    He recommended me for coach’s position and I was offered the job when the human resources secretary called me.  I accepted, and before it was placed on the agenda for the school board approval, the same secretary called me to say that the offer was rescinded.  According to the athletic director, he was told to start the interviews over again and include two people who did not have an application on file before the application deadline.  I was asked to re-interview but the job was given to some guy who previously worked as track coach at one of the sister schools in the district.  This coach, while working at North High School, failed to rank higher than last place in the conference competition for over 5 years running.  Perhaps there was some truth behind the rumors that he was the godson of a school board member.  The athletic director sympathized with me.  I believed that if it was up to him, the people who work in the building would get preference over those who do not work in the building.  Ironically enough, none of the head coaches of any of the sports teams work in the building.  Interestingly enough student participation is low.  So now I work at one school in the district (South) and coach another (North).  It sometimes rubs the students the wrong way when they see me in class all day, only to then get on the track to coach their rivals.  I dare say, the kids I coach often beat the ones I teach – and I was only a volunteer coach at the time. 
The athletic director, who also functions as an assistant principal, informed me that the school is academically ahead of where it was a year ago.  Last year’s test scores showed improvement and some behavioral issues have decreased.  I informed him that after Ms. Walker was gone, the staff’s general opinion of the administration that took over was incredibly low.  They were seen as a puppet administrations – very incompetent.  I told him that the overall staff view is rather positive towards the current administration.  The current principal seems to rub people the right way.  The assistant principal / athletic director and I parted when he mentioned that he needed to do his rounds, being that this day he was in charge.  He was interested in checking in with the workers at the registration tables in the cafeteria.
                I returned to the book room where I had no work to do.  The bookroom was not very active due to the fact that most people could not get past the previous stations before being turned away.  The secretaries at table two were, in my words, “Registration Nazis.”  They were very particular, due mainly to their instructions, to the documentation presented by the parents.  The rules are so strict, I don’t know if parents would be able to properly prove residency.  There is a big concern about children registering for school when they do not live within the district.  I don’t know where the concern comes from because the people in the community don’t seem to care.  There are a lot of stereotypes that the children who live outside the district come to our schools with gang affiliations and cause trouble.  I’ve never seen any evidence to support that claim.  From what I’ve noticed, the children who are commuting from the city are obviously well behaved or if not, are no different from the ones who legitimately live here.  There is an argument about the tax payer’s concern; however, I’ve never heard the tax payer sentiment at board meetings because they generally have no voice as they do not attend. The demographic area is diverse between African Americans who represent the majority in three supporting communities.  There is a large Hispanic representation in two other communities and then there is a majority white population in five others.  This being said, most of the white families support the catholic schools for education and they live in the communities with the largest tax base.  Equal parts of the African American and Hispanic population come from rental properties as those who are homeowners.  
                After lunch, I returned to the bookroom, opened an American Lit book to read.  The other teacher aides found ways to occupy their time.  The NJROTC students and the book clerk simply conversed until it was time to go.  We did not have more than 15 people come to get books since lunch time.   At one point I got up and took a walk through the building to the cafeteria to get a look at the length of the lines – they were not long at all. 
I circled around, and heading back to the book room, I saw Mr. Thompson and Ms. Yarbrough – two other teacher aides sitting outside of the student career center.  Inside the center was Mr. Ross who handed out class schedules.  Mr. Thompson asked where had I been, I told him that I was in the book room.  He inferred that my tasks were to scan, label, and bar code new and old books.  I told him that scanning was above my pay grade and both he and Ms. Yarbrough laughed.  Then Yarbrough told me that she was surprised that I returned.  Curious to know why – being that she and I never had a conversation before – I asked her to explain.  She expressed that she thought the job of teacher aide was beneath me and as far as that went, she thought the school and its “mess” was also something that I wouldn’t put up with.  I responded by saying that “If you know all of this going in, you shouldn’t have a problem with it all.” 
                She verbally confirmed that I knew the situation of the school before I became a teacher’s aide.  I again confirmed.  Then I tried to change the negative mood by saying “Be the change. Don’t be the person who just keeps the status quo.”
                She replied that the change was to leave.  Our conversation finished with me expressing my belief that if she had a dream and a goal, then she should pursue it.  “If you die, die on E, leave no dream unfulfilled.”  I said.


In my teaching career, I spent time at a variety of schools.  One was a college preparatory school with a majority of Hispanic students (49%).  It was a selective enrollment school.  The other was a Law Academy.  It was very diverse with over 70 different ethnic groups represented.  According to a news show, it was considered the United Nations of High School.  At these two schools, there was an overall positive feeling about the school from the staff.  In addition, there were things in place that inspired school pride.  The pep-rallies were exciting.  Students painted their faces, the bands played, the cheerleaders cheered.  The freshman class yelled their graduation year numbers and the other classes responded.  The overall feeling at the beginning of each school year was positive, hopeful and everyone seemed to anticipate the changes for the better.  At This school, as well as my third school, the feeling was definitely negative.  In this case, I saw the hostility built between parents, students and support staff caused by a variety of things that could have been avoided.  First, the fight between parents and support staff over the birth certificates was unnecessary.  At the end of the previous school year, the regional administrator in a meeting informed the support staff that a missing birth certificate cannot legally prevent a person from registering their student.  In this case, parents were sent home for not having a birth certificate.  Parents did not take this well.  Secondly, support staff – teacher’s aides in particular – were not happy with giving up their last three days of summer vacation.  The terms of the support staff contract allowed for specific amount of days – the three days early and the lingering threat of disciplinary actions for not coming, made many teacher’s aides resistant.  On the overall appearance – despite the obvious efforts of Mr. LaSorda, the entire registration experience seemed unorganized and hostile on many different levels.  This is something that I noticed missing from the schools that we consider “good schools.”

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