Friday, June 19, 2015

A Teacher's Aide's Journal #10


                                                             August 21, 2014

      I came to work 15 minutes early and Jessica (my student dealing with autism) was already there waiting for me.  The bus that brings her to school each day arrived about 25 minutes before the start of class.  Although I saw her, I was not able to do anything with her as I had to wait until the proper time to punch the clock and begin work.  I was a part time worker and as such, it was forbidden for me to punch in before 7:45.  My official start time was 8:50 which was the same time that first period begun.  I found it interesting that I was expected to have Jessica in class at 8:50 for the start of class when I officially start work at 8:50.  This being said, I adjusted by punching in for work at 7:45.  Another interesting thing about punching in for work was that teacher’s aides are paid by contract; a certain amount of money per year and so it makes no difference if we punch in early or punch out late.  We cannot milk the clock.  Mrs. Bernard, the time clock  Nazi, as I call her because she sat at her desk just outside of the principal’s office and always looked at her computer clock whenever someone clocked in or out for work.  She told me that if I continued to clock in before 7:45, I would get in trouble.  According to her, “if we were to get audited, it would show that we were in violation of the contract.”  So as a part time teacher’s aide, I am supposed to start work at the same time first period begun and I was supposed to clock out at the same time seventh period ended.  Knowing what I know about Special Education and IEPs and state laws, if I did things exactly as I was supposed to do, Jessica would get to first period 3 or 4 minutes late every day and she would have to leave 7th period 10 minutes early so that I could escort her to her locker and then to the door where she would catch her bus to go home.  This means that she would miss nearly an hour of instructional time each week – a violation of state law.  So it appeared to me that no matter what I did, there was going to be someone’s law broken. 

      Today was hot.  Opened windows and doors coalesced with electric fans supplied by the teachers from their own bank accounts did not work at all.  I perspired just from sitting.  I didn’t even want to touch the desk as it made my arms perspire.  Most all the children seemed sleepy, I was sure that their fatigue came from the heat.   

     There was not much to happen today.  Jessica tested out of Spanish One and was now in Spanish Two, so her new schedule was waiting for me in my mailbox, just as her councilor agreed to do.  Yesterday, I told the councilor that Jessica had tested out of Spanish One and she would need a schedule change.  I did this so that we would not have to waist class time or lunch time today.  It worked out well.  Only the location of her second period class changed nothing else.  In Geometry, they worked on more inductive reasoning activities where they drew figures and identified patterns.  Then they learned some definitions of lines, line segments, planes, collinear, and distances between points.  It was termed by Mr. Carter, the language of Geometry.  I thought it was interesting the way they learned the definitions.  Mr. Carter did not present them a word or draw a diagram on the board.  He used the Promethean board and some slides from the computer – all of this is a part of the Agile Mind program.  There were images of building structures and bridges.  From the images the class was to come up with a collective definition of the terms.  This took the entire period.  I left thinking that it was nice to appeal to the different learning strategies, but for me, it works just as well if a teacher told me that a plan was a flat surface with at least three different points that were not in a line.   
Spanish class was a review of Spanish One; they played a competitive vocabulary game divided in three groups of nine.  Each group was given a white board and dry erase marker to write down their answers.  When they did so, they were to hold up the board and the teacher would choose who was first.  The person with the correct answer won points for his or her team. 

     After lunch, I spent time looking for Jessica, Ms. Yarbrough took her to get a book for Civics class.  She arrived at English class five minutes after the bell.  There, in English, she had a small uncomfortable moment when she noticed the fire alarm on the wall.  She became distracted and I noticed that she had no focus.  When she stood from her seat, she walked to me and started to read the board in the corner of the room by the exit.  Then she told me that she noticed the alarm and I knew that it was time to remove her to a quiet and semi contained place before she had a tantrum.  I did not know what to expect form a child who dealt with autism.  When people talk about them, they only talk about the worst and I, having no training besides You Tube, did not know that there was a long spectrum of autism and children ranged from one end to the next.   We walked out and around the corner.  I told her that I understood why fire alarms could be annoying.  They are loud and they catch you off guard.  She said that she did not like them and I said that I didn’t like them either.  A student walked pass and asked me if we would have football practice as she was uncertain because of the rain that was to come.  Outside of the window in the grass we could see a flock of geese walking over the football practice field.  I told her that the birds were not concerned for the rain and we should not be either.  She said that the birds did not have to sit on a wet bench – a good point.  “But the birds do not have towels to wipe the wet benches.” I said.   She understood that excuses would not work so then she walked away.  The conversation about birds and geese became a distraction for Jessica and she walked to the window and we had a conversation about birds.  Eight minutes passed and I changed the conversation to the writing assignment in English.  I asked her which of the three prompts she wrote about.  This led me to without notice transition her back to class. 


What I expected from a tantrum was loud and chaotic moans or screams.  I imagined Jessica holding her hands over her ears and walking in circles.  I thought that if anyone touched her, she might hit them or violently attack them.   The YouTube videos taught me to anticipate tantrums and remove the child from crowds to a small and contained area.  That was all I really knew at that time.  I thought it was best to simply try to use as much preventive measures as possible.  This later came to bight me in the rear as I learned that Jessica was more of a teenage girl than some space alien who had some strange mental issue.  It is too bad that for my job, there was no training or any concern from one person who believed that it was important to train a person who would spend more time with a student dealing with autism than her parents.    

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